This is the End

Wow this has been a journey hasn't it..... From January to April..... 

I must be honest and say that at first i really hated doing these blog 

and honestly i'm always late doing them but when i do actually post them 

I think that they are just me ranting about a certain thing

and i really don't see the point of a blog.... Its boring all you can do is write and want people to read it. I'd rather just tell people aloud how i feel about thing. 

I think that poepl should add video to there blogs to make them more interesting and connecting to the audience and it would make people want to visit there blog more often...

But back to the subject This will be the last time I'm writing on here because i could careless about blogging.... so in this entry i'll include my feelings about school and this whole experience

This second semsester was so hard for me...... I've been struggling with my classes the whole time this semester but i think that its because i overloaded on class and really couldn't handle all the work. I mean my french class is the hardest of all my classes . I think the reason that i struggled so much is also because i had bad study habit or lack there of and i wasn't used to actually having to try usually things came to me. But this semester i had to do actual work i couldn't be lazy or i would've failed terribly. and now i'm just getting bad this semester made me come to terms that i'm lazy and things must change if i plan to do the great things i came here to do. and thats the bottom line.... 

So good bye people i hope everyone does good on finals and such so HAVE A GREAT SUMMER!

Jacquese

Welcome Normal!

My saying for the town of Normal is "Welcome to Normal where nothing is Normal"

My reason for saying this is because somethings in this town are so topsy tervy! I mean in this close ot rural town parking is like that of Downtown Chicago! Thats so backwards but i think its like that because its also a college town!
so my first piece of advice for my friends is find a safe parking place! Because the police down here are so petty and will quickly write you a ticket! I have a ticket on my account and i don't even own a car! I mean like thats how crazy that can get down here. But i guess that is expected because there's not a high crime rate down here so traffic violations are all the cops have to do outside of drunk college kids, and shutting down frat parties.... They don't have anything else better to do..... Sad isn't it lol

But on to other matters in Normal there is strangly alot here that you can do. Me and my friends like to go to the hookah lounge on thursdays and wind down.... Cause after Wednesday my week gets really slow and easy and that like the best but back to the subject matter. You can also take in all the different restuarants they have to offer They have something that will fit anyones appetite!

Wally World (b.k.a.: WalMart)
I think that this place is like a college students heaven because no matter what the product is they always have it in stock unlike the one back home. and its always open even at the oddest times of the night which means its open for late night tweak sessions! which are the best when you have nothing else better to do with your life.

And last but not least check out ILLINIOS STATE UNIVERSITY!
Its like the best school in the world
Its a comfortable diverse campus and there is so much going on all the time so its kind of hard to
be bored here if its not in the winter time because the weather can be the ickyest!

I need to put Facebook down and pick up a BOOK!

I don't know what to do cause i have problem I can't stop getting on Facebook or the internet for that matter! and it killing me and my grades i mean i'm not failing but i always do things at the last minute because i wasted so much time on the book!!1 intstead of being in a book! I keep telling myself to just delete my facebook page you know just so i can overcome this but i guess i'm too weak to do so. Facebook is entertainment for me cause i'm like a facebook celeb i have like 2000 friends or so.. So theres always something interesting going on in my news feed! and guess there goes my problem maybe i'm too nosey to just know all the business that facebook provides to me on daily and looking at peoples pictures that have nothing to do with me!! 

My addiction is so flippin annoying I know that i'm not the only one that is suffering from social networking addiction!!! So people i ask what do i do when i'm sitting in my room i check my facebook at least ten times within one hour and thats just so out of hand!

Everytime i come back to my room i check my facebook!

 

 

When will this turmoil end i mean i think the only way for me to end it is to delete my facebook account...... but there's so much stuff on there that i don't want to lose like my 66 facebook photo albums my poetry, my poetry videos ughhhhhh maybe I’m  just obsessed with being social ..... I think when i say it that way it doesn't sound so bad.... I just know that i need to get ahold of myself and stop letting facebook rule my life. I mean its really killing me and my grades I just want to be able to control myself. But now when I think about it . I’ve had a problem staying off the internet since I was younger but I always got control of myself because Iwe didn’t have internet or a computer at our house for that matter so I guess I just need to distance myself or something just ppl please let me know that I’m not alone.